The Cupcake Fiber Company turned one today.
My dear friend Cookie is also celebrating today.
Shop wise, things are terrific. I had set what I thought were ambitious goals for the first year and then exceeded all of them. I have raised the bar a bit for the coming year because I like a challenge and I have learned so much about how to work smarter.
Thank you for all your support. I would never have gotten off the ground without your well wishes and purchases from familiar names. Once I started to ship to strangers, I found myself with new friends.
Shipping to other countries and seeing my cupcakes discussed in Finnish or German on Ravelry, has been a super huge big deal for me.
Even a bigger deal is seeing yarn made from fiber I dyed, it is so validating.
I am not the person I was a year ago, much less the one I was two years ago when Connor was ill or the one who started blogging in 06 or the one who received the cancer diagnosis in 04. This year has healed me and transformed me.
And it's also toughened me up. I never really imagined that I would have to spend so much of my time looking over my shoulder at other vendors who would call something that looks like dryer lint a cupcake batt or big name dyers who would favorite an item in my shop and then use the same color way name, or field the numerous requests for freebies from reviewers with no audience or have people ask me step by step to explain my process.
Perhaps the strangest/funniest incident was the couple who approached me while I was vendoring at the festival. He claimed that she had a successful Etsy shop (I could not find it under any variation of the name he used) and she worked out of a corner of his mother's kitchen, stored product in a shed that needed a new roof and still his goal was to find other fiber sellers who would agree to drop ship to customers once he set up "the worlds largest online fiber store" because he knew a little about code from hacking video games. As if! Really, the weird is a timesuck that I could do without.
I was never going to call anyone out on anything, but Cookie said today would be a good time to just let the weird know that I'm on to them. Cookie listens to me vent all the time and probably won't be completely satisfied with this post, but it's hard to be anything but happy today.